decisions

i've got the world at my FINGERTIPS right now..
i'm standing on a road that forks infront of me
about a thousand different ways.

none of the paths have instructions, or guarentee
of how things will turn out.

i wish i could see them on google earth
see where they lead.

when the door to SH trucking closed,
a million more opened..

if i had a thousand years to live,
i'd try each door,
just to see what each is like.

over the next few weeks
i'll sit at the forks in the road,
weighing options and what i think of possible outcomes..

i'm excited in a way.
starting over of sorts.

anyone can start over,
its never too late.


xoxo

today i am thankful for

ACCEPTANCE
TRUST
UNDERSTANDING
COMFORT
HONESTY
CONNECTION
UNCONDITIONAL
PATIENTS
TIME
CONTENTMENT
FRIENDSHIP

AND SOO MUCH MORE..

I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH U MEAN 2 ME.


THANK YOU!

XOXO

brain block!!!!

i must have a MILLION things i want to say
scream
yell
just get them out..

but i cant..
type, backspace, type, backspace...
grrrrrr.

writing here is helpfull a lot of the times
i read what i write and it sometimes solves the issue
just reading it back.. i get it.. or think of it a little different.

but i'm at a loss for words..
blogblock RO calls it
maybe thats what it is..


anyway.. i hope the block ends soon
i need to get some stuff out


xoxo

4 u