How do you choose?

When you have a major decision to make
That will effect everyone in your life
Good and bad
Some will b over joyed
Others will b crushed

When you yourself
Doesn't know which is best
Which path has true happiness at the end
How do you decide

Pick from a hat?
Each path has pros and cons
Both equal
There is no big red easy button
In real life

There is no answer written
In some big book of life

Some say do what makes you happy
I think those are people
That have never had to choose

I don't like being torn
Confused
Not knowing
Not one bit

If I was 5
I would lay on the floor
Kick and scream
Hold my breath till I turned blue

I don't think it would help
But it would probably feel good

Xoxo