curled up in the dark
most of my life
alone
thinking it was wrong
trying to ignore what i thought
and go on with a "normal" life
26 years of living how i think others want me to
each day
brings a bit more bravery
to come out of the dark
and into the light
i like the light
i hate the dark
but at times the dark is comforting
being by myself
there are no opinions in the dark
and i cant hurt anyone else
just how long can one live in the dark
there must come a time when
the light wins
and for once
I am happy
i need to be comfortable in the light
in time
i hope
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just a place for me to vent.. blab about daily happenings.. and express my love for rosie odonnell.. i hope you enjoy.. its kind of like therapy to me.. some posts will be juicy and personal.. some not so much.. xoxo
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an open letter to ro..
ro
u dont know me
yet i feel like i know you so well
there are so many things i want to tell you
u seem so easy to talk to
its your eyes
so honest
open
your eyes are an open door
to your soul
i can see
i sometimes wonder if others see what i see
if they feel the same connection
and yearn to tell u
to shake your hand
and say thank you
thank you for being you
for putting yourself out there
for the joy of others
putting yourself on the line
so that others can see
see who you are
and what you stand for
maybe others dont feel this way
could i be the only one?
i doubt it
but i doubt that they feel the same
when i look at you i see
a MOTHER so strong and stable
able to take care of and love unconditionally
a WIFE so beautiful able to open your heart
and let someone else in and never let her go
a DAUGHTER scared and unsure at times
needing the mother
that was taken away from you so early
a FRIEND so loyal and fun
a BUISNESS WOMAN so smart
an ARTIST so talented
and a WOMAN
all the above qualities and more
put into the shape of YOU
you are a role model
and make me proud to be all of the above
i await the day when i can tell you
all these things to your face
until then
an online blog
that you will probably never see
will do
xoxo
jill
u dont know me
yet i feel like i know you so well
there are so many things i want to tell you
u seem so easy to talk to
its your eyes
so honest
open
your eyes are an open door
to your soul
i can see
i sometimes wonder if others see what i see
if they feel the same connection
and yearn to tell u
to shake your hand
and say thank you
thank you for being you
for putting yourself out there
for the joy of others
putting yourself on the line
so that others can see
see who you are
and what you stand for
maybe others dont feel this way
could i be the only one?
i doubt it
but i doubt that they feel the same
when i look at you i see
a MOTHER so strong and stable
able to take care of and love unconditionally
a WIFE so beautiful able to open your heart
and let someone else in and never let her go
a DAUGHTER scared and unsure at times
needing the mother
that was taken away from you so early
a FRIEND so loyal and fun
a BUISNESS WOMAN so smart
an ARTIST so talented
and a WOMAN
all the above qualities and more
put into the shape of YOU
you are a role model
and make me proud to be all of the above
i await the day when i can tell you
all these things to your face
until then
an online blog
that you will probably never see
will do
xoxo
jill
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- jill b
- cape coral, fl, United States
- i always have a problem filling in "about me sections".. this is a blog.. you'll get a lot of info about me by reading the posts.. if you need anything more just ask.. i dont bite, i swear
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